MOSCOW, Idaho — University of Idaho freshman Lauryn Rini has mixed feelings about returning to campus after winter break.
She is relieved that arrests have been made in the shocking stabbing deaths of four of her classmates that rocked her small-town campus community and garnered nationwide attention.
But she is still worried about her safety when school starts on Wednesday.
Rainey, 19, said, “Even if they hoped to catch that person, there are people who have the mindset to do something like that.” “There’s really no way of knowing who is capable of something like this until it actually happens.”
door lock walking in groups. Carry pepper spray. Rituals that most people do in big cities, but are now on the rise in this usually sleepy college town. They are part of the new normal after the November 13 killings in Moscow.
Here and at Washington State University 10 miles away in neighboring Pullman, where classes began Monday, campus life feels different. The once-friendly Border College has come under the scanner of a murder investigation and reporters from around the world after a masked intruder murdered four students in their beds.
“Communities as we knew them will never be back to normal, and it’s hard for all of us to understand that,” said Sandra Kobisa, a 23-year-old Washington State student. “I don’t think Pullman and Moscow will ever be the same again.”
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‘It still feels so real’
The students’ arrival at both campuses this week comes as suspect Brian Kohberger, 28, is scheduled to make his second appearance in Idaho court on Thursday. A former Washington State doctoral student has been charged with first-degree murder in the brutal stabbing of University of Idaho students Ethan Chapin, 20, Madison Mogen, 21, Kaylee Goncalves, 21, and Zana Kernodle, 20, at a rental near campus two months ago. is facing charges of first degree murder.
Authorities say they used DNA samples and surveillance images, cell phone tracking software and were going through the trash at Kohberger’s family’s Pennsylvania home to make the arrest, according to court documents. A status hearing is scheduled for Kohburger on Thursday.
“It still feels very real to all of us,” said Blaine Ackles, dean of students at the University of Idaho. “We are still dealing with the impact of the killings and coming to terms with them, but we are also at a place where some students are less stressed and worried that there have been arrests.
“They want to understand why this happened, they want to look forward to what’s to come, and they want to learn more about why these individuals were targeted,” Eccles said.
Campus will soon be sending a memo to its community about programs and other resources to help “empower” them. Counseling and awareness workshops are going on in them on self-defense and stalking. Students will also receive “safe rides” throughout campus upon request and Birdie will offer personal security alarms for students who want them, Eccles said.
The school will also conduct “Campus Safety Light-Up Walks” as a way to flag “dark spots” on campus and throughout the city. School officials say campus security will be beefed up and police presence on campus will be increased.
There will also be a vigilance workshop with Moscow police and campus security this semester to give students tips on how to protect themselves, including traveling in pairs and not wearing headphones when walking around campus, Eccles said.

“A lot of this may sound like common sense, but we cannot stress enough that we want our students to be aware of their surroundings,” Ackles said.
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“I Was So Close All The Time”
Meanwhile, in Washington State, a student-turned-murderer terrorizes Kobisa. She is a PhD candidate working towards her PhD, the same suspect as Kohburger. The murders have given Kobisa a terrifying perspective, as she lives just two buildings from Kohberger’s Pullman apartment complex.
“It was very close the whole time and I think people are finally realizing that WSU is very close to U of I,” Kobisa said. “But then it makes it 100 times more real to me because there were probably times when I saw it or interacted with it and I didn’t even know it.”
Atlanta-based licensed psychologist, Dr. Bertrina Olivia West Al-Mahdi, said students, faculty and the community at large may be experiencing a range of emotions, including fear, anger, sadness and perhaps despair.
She said that while many would feel comfortable returning to campus, some may continue to live in fear and experience secondary traumatic stress (STS) because they were not directly affected by the killings, even as officials claim It was an isolated incident. ,
“However, I believe that due to the intensity of the incident, many students and teachers were indirectly traumatized,” West Al-Madhi said. “I think it will make a lot of students and teachers overconfident and not feel safe in their environment.”
Kobisa may be directly related to the description of West al-Madhi.
Kobisa said, “Pullman, and I’m assuming Moscow is such a small town as well, I don’t think I’ve ever locked my front door.” “Now if I’m in the store and someone stops to chat with me, I’m like, ‘Why?’ I never thought Pullman would be like this.”
Despite assurances to students by police in Pullman and Moscow that there was no threat to the community in the days following the killings, 20-year-old Hayden Stinchfield, a junior at Washington State, believes the two communities will never be “the way they were.” won’t get to the point where they feel completely comfortable.”
The community should not feel a complete sense of security, West Al-Mahdi said, and it is okay to have such feelings. The psychologist said that the Christmas break may have given some a “chance to reset” and that the murders would not be on everyone’s mind until they were mentioned in advertisements and media throughout the university.
“Naturally, as young adults in this era, many have moved on, but some may still be affected more than others,” West Al-Mahdi said.
‘It was definitely a scary feeling’
Among those affected is Finlay Kennedy, 18, a freshman at the University of Idaho from Pendleton, Oregon. Kennedy fell in love with the picturesque compound because it reminded him of home.
But that changes when Kennedy recalls the moment she learned of the fatal quadruple stab wounds, ultimately prompting her to pack up her belongings the next day and go home.
“A group of my friends got a text from school with a Shelter in Place type deal. I couldn’t find one of them,” Kennedy said. “It was definitely a scary feeling, I wouldn’t leave my room, I was afraid to go across the hall to go to the bathroom and I kept the door locked all day.”

Kennedy was frustrated by the lack of information. In the days immediately following the stabbing, she and her parents got nothing more than the college. His family felt there was no security at the time, but note that the university is now “doing a better job”.
Kennedy said, “I couldn’t see myself living the life I was living before all this happened.” “So I just decided to take this semester off and go to (a community college).
Although Kennedy made her decision to transfer before a suspect was taken into custody, with media attention and Kohberger now in Moscow, she stuck with her decision to transfer for one semester.
Kennedy hopes to return to Idaho this fall, but it will depend on the progress of the case as well as his mental health.
“I would love to come back,” Kennedy said.
‘Solidarity emerges from tragedy’
While some students have chosen not to return, there are plenty of connections within the field, said Sam Newton, a criminal defense attorney and professor who teaches criminal law courses at the University of Idaho.
“Sometimes out of tragedy comes solidarity, and I think that’s what’s happening here,” Newton said. “But there’s also that haunting sense of loss.”
Newton, who has taught at the university for five years, said her classes will focus on some of the legal aspects of murder, particularly as it relates to the Fourth, Fifth and Sixth Amendments.
He added that it would be “very difficult to ignore what is happening” in a court in the same city.
Ackles, the dean of students at Idaho, agrees. Eccles said the university did not receive any additional information from the authorities, thinking they wanted to protect their research.
“We respect that,” Ackles said. “This tragedy and the legal proceedings will always be here for some time.
“Our job is to be there for our students and staff,” Ackles continued. “We are a small but strong community coming together.”
Looking out his office window and watching several students walk down a public street Tuesday, Eccles said the university has an obligation to its students, but the four victims are never far from his thoughts.
“Losing one student is hard, but when you lose four, it can be overwhelming at times. We are going to roll up our sleeves, lean into our feelings and do what is necessary to support each other. Will take steps,” Ackles acknowledged. “We always keep Zanna, Kaylee, Madison and Ethan in mind in everything we do.”